I noticed that my songs have been too similar or have been about a certain person for the last couple years. I need to do something different for once. I used to write silly songs in a kind of Blink182 or the really old Green Day style. I wish I still had the words to "NOFORN" as I used to laugh all the time over it. There was another one that was called "Judah" that was a little disturbing if you took it seriously but hilarious if you knew I was being silly. The chorus was like "One more year/till I'm not a pedophile, One more year/she turns 18, One more year/of being a pedophile, One more year/the girl of my dreams." I remember passing the page I wrote the lyrics on around to my friends at Denny's one morning and just watching their expressions as they cracked up when they hit the chorus the first time.

I think if I can get back in touch with that silly side of myself musically then I'll be back to normal...well, what normal is for me.

So, I'm working on another song and the goal is to be really silly. I'm writing one about how big of a nerd I am. Each verse will cover a different aspect of how big of a dork I am. So far I've got lines for verses on MMO gaming (specifically to FFXI and with a line about moving forward to XIV), D&D, and being an otaku. While they may not get their own verses, I'm planning lines referencing miniatures gaming, marching band, Wolverine (hell, he's the reason I have mutton chops now), nuke school, and so on.

It'll be nice to just have a laugh and geek out. Chicks dig it, right?